A short guide to clubbing in Berlin

A short guide to clubbing in Berlin

So I am slowly landing down to earth and waking up after catching up on sleep, and I am ready to share some insights on clubbing in Berlin.

DO NOT refuse afterparties, just because you think it’s a reasonable thing to do. You can do it even if you’ve already been partying for 16 hours. The time shared with amazing people is too precious. We are all dying anyway, let’s make it worthwhile.

DO skip queues (just look confused and pretend you are looking for a friend. Friend does the same and you ‘find’ one another in the front where one of you has presumably been standing before going to look for your companion).

DO have attitude (this one worked even when I insisted I know a DJ who was playing, even though it was clear I was confused about which club did I actually arrive at).

DO go alone. These will be the best nights you have. You will meet amazing people and also spend the least time trying to bring together fellow cosmonauts you came with. They will get distracted along the way to a meeting point or will need to use a toilet on the way and will get distracted there, so will you. Or just stay in a toilet cubicle together for the rest of the night.

DO go without having any money and bringing any goods whatsoever. People are kind and want you to feel good.

The idea of going into a club and not staying in too long has never seemed more comic.

Likely you will have no hangovers, cos you will forget to drink ..after some hours one of you might contemplate if it makes sense to get a drink and you will all be surprised by such a novel idea.

The best journeys in time (and many other adventures ofc) happen in toilet cubicles.

Poor ppl who clean the toilets, so be kind and try to make it flushable…and ladies, the best way to pee in this mess is by putting one foot up on the toilet seat and squatting that way (shall I patent it?)

If at some point you cannot understand anything anyone is saying anymore, do check if you are not wearing ear plugsm only then decide that you fell into another dimension. Do not think you will remember this later, so check again.

The sun ..well that is a weird one. The only thing it’s good for is for drying out your soaking from sweat t-shirt. Just drain it and hang it in direct sunlight while you take a nap.

Ppl in public transport do not care where you’ve been and if your hair is stuck together from sweat or stickier substances or if it has simply redefined it’s texture because the laws of physics do not apply to you anymore, so stop staring at them. They are kind enough not to stare at you.

Do bring a fan and a toothbrush..and a piece of paper with instructions on how to get home and a phone number of someone you know.

Don’t worry: your body will recover faster than you think. Its rejuvenating powers are much greater when you feel such gratitude for the experiences you’ve had.

If you intend to go back into the dissonant soundscapes after just a few hours of sleep, do try to go to the closest shop first and see if you are able to orientate yourself in space..or just get a taxi to the source of dissonant soundscape.

Showering, food and sleep are all overrated. It is all a scam.

THE CLUBS

Sisyphos has too much house music and not even necessarily the good type, the crowd is too hippy for the likes of me. About Blank is sweeeet and Buttons (Portraits of Love) is an epic marathon of..that thing we do in Berlin . Watergate passes better for tourists (and yes I know I am one too, but my status will change soon I promise) and people with white shirts. Griessmuhle is nice enough, but if you want the industrial vibe (and why would you want anything else), Berghain remains the true love. But I will definitely go back to Griessmuhle for the famous Coctail d’Amour (somehow gay parties seem to be the best). There can be a queue for Berghain even on Sunday lunchtime if it is a special party, so bring sunscreen. Oh and Tresor..I prefer its basement to the actual club (given that my prefered aesthetic is Berghain, anything which has more interior details than cement upsets me), and well Kraftwerk …

Events in Tbilisi

Events in Tbilisi
          What a sad start of the weekend. Have never made it to Bassiani myself yet, but was on my way this year.
          But it is so reassuring to see the protesters, this makes me proud of human race (and for the most part I am embarassed of our species). This is not only about our right to party. It is about funcional democracy and prospering society, which allows communities of those with liberal values. When will it stop being acceptable for the right wing to use the war on drugs as a pretext for scaremongering, demonstrating the remains of their power and demonising of liberal values ?
          Some comments are appearing saying that the drug deaths referred to by the government when justifying the raid were in fact Bassiani-related and that the governent had to step in since runners of the club were not taking responsibility for it and not taking any actions to create a safer environment.
         If there is some truth in this and we buy the story that the raid was motivated solely by genuine intention to stop circulation of drugs, the bigger picture which illuminates the real problem is that right-wing inspired policies towards drugs are short-sighted: prohibition and not prevention of accidents by regulation. Most party-drug-related deaths occur because the quality of the circulating substances and the strength of the compounds cannot be monitored; because there is a lack of information about safe conduct and – importantly- because, once in danger, people are discouraged from seeking help for the very reason of criminalisation.
            On their facebook post last week Bassiani owners assured that none of the tragic deaths occured at the venue. But does this not point to the bigger problem again? As I mentioned before, the stand taken by security in the clubs in Oslo is to throw out anyone who is suspected of drug consumption. This ‘get rid of them in case we have trouble with police and the venue is closed’ approach means that if someone is trully in danger, they will be kicked out on the street. They die or not is concern of no one, as long as that does not happen on the premises. I am not saying this approach was in fact endorsed by Bassiani. I am merely saying that whichever way you think about what happened, one thing is clear – the ones scaremongering are the ones allowing these deaths to take place.
           And again if we buy into authorities mostly being concerned with drugs, we come back to the widely-sited ‘Rat Park’ experimets. Lack of community and environment without access to stimulating activities, seems to be the key trigger for drug-dependence.

 

          And although my political activist is very sleepy the last decade, the events in Tbilisi reminded me of the ‘In a society which has abolished any type of adventure, the only adventure that remains is to abolish the society ‘. It was May 1968 and we are talking May 2018. 50 years on.
          Fingers crossed for the demanded resignation of the prime minister , but I have to say I think it is unlikely. And would that change the situation? I don’t know the answer to this, but I believe that such events as these in Tbilisi are just examples of the last squeeks of a dying greedy pig.

How Oslo celebrated the Universal Day of Culture OR we need to talk about the state of techno culture in Oslo

How Oslo celebrated the Universal Day of Culture OR we need to talk about the state of techno culture in Oslo

 

So yesterday was a Universal Day Of Culture and also yesterday the Facebook page Grunerløkka Alternatives announced that the crazy hot-spot for Techno fans -‘Naboen’s Techno Kjeller’- is closing its’ doors for good. Reason given? Police wants to stop the spreading of techno culture. Day of Culture you say?! Last year Berlin authorities exempted Berghain form paying taxes because they accepted techno as high culture, as valuable as theatre and other cultural forms of expresson. And Oslo celebrates the Universal Day of Culture by closing one of very few, and therefore so needed, electronic music venues.

Naboen’s Techno Kjeller

The closure of Naboen’s Techno Kjeller has really hit me hard. I was not the most loyal attendee, and can count the times I made an appearance there on one or maybe one and a half hands. My rate of nights out have generally decreased significantly in the last few years (since I came to Oslo!), as I am really picky not only about the music but also the vibe. Techno Kjeller has always had the vibe box ticked with bold ink. The club was located in the basement of one of the Oslo’s oldest bars with the same old (very old and in no way reminiscent of the majority of older citizens – healthy mountain loving folk with whitened teeth and joggies) men drinking their pints all day long. Situated in trendy Grunerløkka, Naboens’ seems like it’s a mistake, as if someone designing this hipster district, simply forgot to replace it with another barber\bike-accessory shop. In Oslo nothing is an institution (except for the one and true institution which is Norwegian state). New bars open and close, new people come and go (after all everyone comes to Oslo because of money, then many people move to other towns for the same reason, cos the rent is high and the number of qualified work positions is not sufficient). Very few bars in Oslo have history and a unique vibe and Naboen’s surely does and is refreshing for this very same reason.

I was almost ecstatic when I discovered Naboen’s Techno Kjeller as it provided what Oslo’s nightlife is truly missing – the crazy energy which results from a mixture of people from different backgrounds. Of course we had some kids wearing latest edition colourful air max and dressed as if they’re just stepped from the cover of some indie fashion magazine (no judgement passed there, some nights I fit this description too). But then we had some rave veterans, some hippies, many foreigners, these very very old men from upstairs bar with their pints of beer, someone dancing with crutches. I do get it sounds like a strange remark to make and I don’t mean that the success of the club should be measured by the number of people with crutches. But what I do mean is that Naboen’s Techno Kjeller was a truly inclusive venue, where everyone felt welcomed and there was no space for judgement.

The club was also providing a great platform for starting DJs, and there really is a need for such a platform, since there is a lot of politics behind the local electronic music scene, and playing at the two established venues – Villa and Jæger – takes a lot of right contacts. Being a good DJ is not what matters here. Some of the resident DJs in these two clubs are really not that great..like at all. That is not to say that the quality of music was overall greater in Naboen’s Techno Kjeller, it was not. Some of those behind the decks really knew what they were doing, and some were figuring out while they were at it. But the vibe was always so great, that everytime I almost forgot I was in Oslo.

The reason why the closure of the Techno Kjeller has hit me especially hard was because this friday, which happened to be the last friday for Kjeller ever, the music in the basement has blown me away and I was messaging everyone at 4am and even calling folk to say that I had one of the best nights in Oslo. And this ‘night’ was barely 40 minutes. After a very brief dive into Villa’s basement and disappointment that followed ( I only ever go when I know who will be playing and this one exception I made), me and companions walked to Techno Kjeller and to our surprise found ourselves in a queue. Half an hour later we were inside..in a queue to get to the actual cellar. Another half an hour and a beer in a queue later we were down, and a humble boy behind the decks was running this show with the sick reverb-heavy bass and fast dissonant melody. I instantly had a devilish smile on my face and the remaining 40 minutes was pure bliss. MRD is the name of this boy behind friday‘s decks in the Kjeller and it turns out he was playing exclusively his own tracks! I cannot stress my bewilderment about this enough. A lot of it was new-wave and post-punk laden, sick sounds and sick vocals. This was Berlin music! I felt alive again (it’s been a long dark winter) and kept on smiling thinking that maybe I can give Oslo another chance, which is lying all rusty somewhere in a corner of my heart. Turns out MRD is rather new to techno production and Djing! But you and me can find out more about this prodigy soon as I will have him on a friday’s Rushtid show on Radio Nova this friday from 3 to 5 pm, so do tune in! 

The bigger picture

But sadly, I am here not only to praise the Techno Kjeller or MRD, but to rant about the general state of Oslo’s nightlife affairs. I am not exactly sure how does ‘no more techno’ constitute a reason for a shutdown of a venue, but in Oslo it surely does. Any new venue with electronic music focus in Oslo faces police interrogations..or more often, it never even comes to interrogations, but rather a direct command to close the doors for good. The same was the case with Natta Fabriken, the opening of which was such a pleasant surprise, as Oslo’s electronic music scene is more or less comprised of 3 venues. It has been only two venues for a long time – Jæger and Villa, until Elefant opened its doors over a good year ago (or is it almost two years?!). I cannot understand how is this oligopoly tollerated. But then again, in Norway we have oligopoly with respect to all services and markets, and tollerance, or rather complacency, is the biggest norwegian value, it seems. Norway is a very special place. There is financial security with one never really having to worry that you will lose a job and will end up on the street. The social services will help you (although the stories of this failing are quite a few). Perfect conditions for having a family, disability benefits and all that jazz  (just not techno, remember). It’s all good and well, but it seems like this Norwegian dream has hypnotised people into oblivion.

Is financial security really all we need? It would be, if we believed in Maslow’s hierarchy of needs theory. But today most psychologists agree that Maslow got it wrong. Not only because he downplayed the role of the need for feeling of meaningfulness and of activities which encourage curiosity, but also because he failed to notice that these constructs, which he deemed as superior needs, are actually ways of satisfying the primary needs. That is, creatiivity, sponatenity etc. help to establish social networks which in turn help to satisfy the basic needs. For example, acquiring friends and allies contributes to our survival and acquiring sexual partners helps us to stand a chance at meeting someone with the help of whom we will represent our genes in future generations. Thus, even from a basic biological standpoint, community where people can be their true selves is at the core of all needs, and such a community is truly lacking in this country.

While complacency seems to be the actual norwegian value, the official one is democracy. This is, what we actually get taught in the norwegian language textbook for foreigners ‘Her på Berget’. And yet, I do not feel this democracy and it shocks me how everyone around me is convinced otherwise. Fistly, I believe that it does not take much for authorities to create the illusion of democracy, because the ‘Oil fond’ keeps everyone’s mouths full enough to silence them. It is easy to create the illusion of democracy when there is enough money for everyone to buy the newest iPhone release. Secondly, democracy which can be entertained only by certain groups of people seems to undermine the very essence of democracy. In Norway, electronic music fans are a group with least rights (after refugees perhaps). Our need for a thriving music scene is completely not taken on board, and quite the opposite is the case with police running an abolition campaign. This is not an exaggeration, it is a simple fact. In November , as part of the Oslo World Music festival, Kulturhuset had a screening of ‘Raving Iran’ – a documentary about the supression of electronic dance music in Iran and the two DJs who escaped the country for this reason. In the discussion which followed, among others (like the famous Bassiani club owner) we had Oslo’s own Jæger’s owner, who completely agreed that police is running an abolition campaign and instruct security to throw out anyone who dances with their eyes closed. The authorities are of course aware that closure of Jæger or Villa might cause even the numb Oslovians to express their dissatisfaction and thus allow these instututions to function.

These centrally located venues are luring to anyone who is on a binge drinking night out and has no idea what sort of music will be played that night. A simple and efficient way (used in most clubs in UK) to filter out the drunkens and to ensure that the people inside are the ones who really appreciate the music is to ask people upon entering what DJ did they come to see. However, I cannot forsee this approach being implemented in Oslo, as neither the club owners nor police seems to be motivated to do so. And this brings us to the question..what is police (government) so afraid of when it comes to techno? Clearly it is not the overindulgence in alcohol. Is it drugs? I am quite sure that this is a big part of the story, but what a short-sighted approach to take. The discussion is way beyond the scope of this rant, but as it is evident to anyone entertaining thinking mode and from examples in other countries, what we need is not prohibition but regulation of quality and prevention of accidents. And even if we believed that the authorities trully think that prohibition is still the way to go, it is clear that their thinking is not motivated by the desire to help. This becomes very evident when you see someone being thrown out of the club on the basis of suspected drug use (not to mention that the number of instances where this suspicion is unfounded is almost silly and I could write a separate blog about that). Surely, if you thought the person in question might be in danger, the thing you would do is inquire if they needed any help and if they obviously needed some, first aid trained staff would provide such help (and this is the approach used in clubs in UK where I worked, even with reminder posters in the toilet cubicals instructing on how to take different drugs safely). Instead, the person is simply thrown out on the street. They die or not, is of interest to no one, as long as the death does not take place on the premises of the venue..because the venue will face closure. Great system!

But importantly, I feel that what police is really afraid of, is the building of a tight community which is driven by passion. Now this is surely a threat as it might, as it should, challenge the premise of a Norwegian state, which as mentioned before is …complacency. No one here wants people who are using their own head and dare to raise questions, especially if these people are in a tight community and support each other.

My rant has to come to an end, and I have to make it clear that I am not against the concept of a state per se, I am not an anarchist. I just want a state and society which encourages prospering of culture in all of its forms and which actually lives by democatic standards and not only builds a fassade with a neon sign ‘Democracy’. And I understand that this is a multidimensional problem, as the change has to come from within. And perhaps complacency and conformity are too deep-rooted in Norwegian value system, for this change to ever take place. This is also a vicious circle as the authorities feed this complacency (mouths too full) and the complacency of individuals (is this an oxymoron?!) prevents any reaction and challenging of the norms and  expectations. But the political chatter aside, what is clear is that creativity and prosperity of culture requires friction! By friction I mean a blend of people from different backgrounds and environment which encourages curiosity and provides a platform for new talents. Naboen’s Techno Kjeller was one such place and losing it, especially on the day which is meant for celebrating culture, is a rather sad story.

But to finish with a sligtly comic note, imagine the hollowness that will open in the hearts of Naboens’ regulars’ as their fridays will again be confined to those 7 or something pints drank while sitting in one chair. All those flashing lights just a distant memory..

Mette Ingvartsen’s didactic tales of and ontological inquiries into sexuality and pornography

Mette Ingvartsen’s didactic tales of and ontological inquiries into sexuality and pornography

As someone who is preoccupied with pondering about the nature of sexuality and who appreciates choreographic expression, I could not miss  the shows of Mette Ingvartsen. The Danish choreographer/performer investigates sexuality and the politics of it with a series of works under a cycle name ‘Red Pieces’. In January Oslo’s Dansens Hus hosted  her latest, and in a way oldest work in the series, because, as the title- to come (extended) –  suggests, it’s an extension of an earlier work. The images of bodies in whole-body turquoise leotards were visually  luring and it was clear that the tickets should be purchased way in advance. However, I have grown to be sceptical of performances with so many dancers, as I feel like intimacy and therefore immediacy of affective experience decreases with the number of bodies on stage. I am, however, aware that such a set up is ideal for emphasizing  ubiquitousness of whatever the phenomenon investigated is. Yet, I was more intrigued by the upcoming solo performance of Ingvartsen – 21 pornographies, with which the choreographer visited Black Box Theatre in the end of last week.  There was less thematic continuity between the two pieces than I expected and I feel they served somewhat separate purposes with to come (extended) having an overall didactic tone and  21 pornographies being more of a genuine ontological exploration of pornography . Yet I still feel the urge to share my thoughts on both.

But firstly, to fully expose my level of scepticism (I sometimes myself wonder if I attend cultural happenings, just so I have something other than mundane things to moan about) it is important to mention that I am more often than not disappointed by performances involving naked body. Although material with a great potential, I feel it is usually used too much for shock (funnily enough, because naked body should be the most natural thing) value. Or perhaps it’s us –  the audience –  who cannot get past the awkwardness and maybe we’re to blame that affective powers of naked performances rarely transcend battling with  fixation on nakedness? Don’t get me wrong, there is something which a naked performance always provides..some sense of connection..and perhaps even re-connection with our own bodies, a new angle of relating to it. (Un)surprisingly, it seems that it is hardest to be empathic to ourselves. We are often harsh towards ourselves when it comes to loving our bodies, yet it’s harder to be harsh to a trusting stranger looking you in the eye standing/ dancing naked in front of you hoping you will accept their appearance and yet not reduce them to this bodily appearance. I always leave performances involving nudity reminded to be kinder to myself.

 

 

to come (extended)

 

But therapeutic value aside, to come (extended) left my inner sceptic smirking. Performance purports to investigate the (lack of) difference between sexual representation in public and private spheres and how the former shapes the later. Thus my hopes were high thinking that by exposing the overlay of the public and private sexual spheres, the piece will help to shed some light on the nature of sexual desire. The types of questions I expected to be tackled were: Do sexual representations in the public sphere stem from our inner desires? Is objectification at the core of sexual desire itself? Can I choose to embrace this and have agency in  objectifying sexual practice? Perhaps objectification is inevitable in sexual desire, but that’s ok as long as we do not start objectifying ourselves?

However, I found that performance did not go much beyond exposing objectifying aspects of sexuality and then simply juxtaposing a picture of the way sexuality would look like if it was governed by moral laws.  I feel that apart from visual appealingness, the first part of the piece (bodies in turquoise leotards imitating sexual positions, sometimes illustrative of voyeurism, sometimes of an orgy and so on) was one of the most boring half an hour I spent in a dance/theatre show. The anonymous bodies would slowly change the positions and freeze in them, continuously creating new, but not particularly novel constellations of bodies. Rare sporadic moans would sometimes cross the silence.

That being said, my understanding is that the lack of novelty and specifically boredom in this performance does serve a functional role, namely that of illustrating the meaninglessness and superficiality of the way we sexually carry ourselves through life. Sensational as it might sound, arses, boobs and the actions one can envisage involving these bodily parts are rather mundane and repetitive and the freezing postures help to expose what’s missing – the joy of intimacy, psychological connection.

One interesting aspect was that the identical face-covering costumes left the figures looking almost genderless. Some actions (poses) might have immediate sexual appeal with a certain combination of genders, but once a closer inspection reveals that our expectations of gender (whatever they may be) do not match those of the bodies on stage, something interesting happens. What exactly is happening in this moment of shifting from something being perceived as sexual (even if sexual potentness is not felt per se, at least the physical and conceptual shape of it was) to it not possessing almost any sexual dimensions? This is speaking to all of us who have specific gender preference, not only pointing the dooming finger at heteronormative expectations. We should be attracted to a person, not the genitals attached to it, right?

But I feel that this construct is rather naive, and in a way commits a moralistic  fallacy, as does the broader message of this piece. Moralistic fallacy occurs when something which is desireable because of being moral is proclaimed natural and  and so the immoral is proclaimed unnatural. The desired egalitarianism is the source of fallacy in  to come (extended). I will elaborate in a bit.

The slow disorganised orgy finally came to an end. The bodies removed the turquoise body suits and the colour was absorbed by the previously white walls. A simple scenographic solution which I felt acually worked for illustrating the shift from private to public spheres. During this transformation some rhythmic and tension building drum sounds filled the space. Suspense. A rather entertaining but not entirely conceptually clear episode followed the suspense whereby naked performers gathered together and did a unison sexual moan session while listening to these sounds through individual headsets.

What followed was a good 20 minutes of contagious joy. There is not much to be said apart from the fact that..the naked bodies did start dancing and it was some freakin fun swing dancing to upbeat music. Nothing more or less. The naked dancers were having so much fun and changing couples while smiling wholeheartedly at one another, then dancing alone facing the audience. The chaotic and innocent fun. I have not seen people having so much fun..for a long time!  I did have a big smile on my face, but my inner sceptic was smirking and whispering that this has nothing in common with the first part of the performance, nor does this offer any answers, or more realistically, does not pose new, better-informed questions. But I was now wiggling my booty in the chair because it was impossible not to do so watching such extatic wild dancing. I wonder how many of those who attended the show signed up for swing dancing classes? I considered.

Coming back to the moralistic fallacy though, it feels as if Ingvartsen is saying that since a desirable state of sexuality and society looks like this – no objectification and share joy of just being your literally and metaphorically naked self-  it actually is like this or at least has a potential to be like this. In other words, since objectification and gendering are not desirable, they are not our essential nature.  However,  we know that the picture of sexuality is not so simple. From evolutionary psychology we know that, for example, manly features of men are indicative of higher testosterone and better genes passed on to the offspring, while youthfull apearance and feminine features in women also correlate with fertility and general health. These are laws of sexual selection (although only applicable to heterosexuals). It is fair to say that today sex is rarely practiced with intention of procreation and even when it is, these ancient selection mechanisms are outdated: unlike our ancestors, we have vacines and medicine and there is no need for having 10 babies in hopes that 1 or 2 will survive. Yet, simply asserting that objectification is wrong and therefore it is not natural/intrinsic to sexuality is oversimplifying the matter. For me, to come (extended) has a didactic tone – this is how sexuality should not manifest and this is how society should look like.

But haven’t we already known that? Thus this juxtaposing of the two extremes of the conception of sexuality seems somewhat uninformative and comes across as simply moralistic. And as a matter of fact, the naked swing dance part has nothing to do with sexuality.  Thus, good mood and swing dance enthusiasm aside I did not feel like I left with much more than the same question I came with (very roughly put) – should I feel bad  if I like to shave my pussy?

 

 

21 pornographies

 

However, the solo performance 21 pornographies left my inner sceptic humble and gave me a healthy dose of humility. Performance moved me and has given enough to think about for the whole coming week, it seems. The imagery created by storytelling and performance keeps on re-visiting me. It’s a gift that keeps on giving.

Black Box Theatre has a more intimate space than Dansens Hus, and so was a good choice for the solo performance. Once most of the spectators arrived, Ingvartsen chose a chair among the audience. She was dressed plainly, rather formally, in a white shirt and black trousers. Once the lights came off, Ingvartsen remained seated and started telling a story: ‘Imagine you are standing in front of enormous mansion, the wooden doors are so heavy that…’. Ingvartsen then went on to describe the inside of the mansion and a long and wide corridor with many rooms on both sides. This detailed visual description was an invitation to Ingvartsen’s exploration of the nature of sexuality/pornography , and I accepted this invitation without any hesitation.

The narrative remained one of the main tools throughout the whole performance. I did however, wonder if it worked just as well for everyone? As someone who almost went on to do my Cognitive Neuroscience MA thesis on individual differences in visual imagery ability, I have read a fair share of literature on the topic. One indisputable fact is that people really differ in their capacity to generate mental images. Some of us ace the detail and can see objects and their textures described to very fine-grained level (I happen to fall in this category). Others, excel at spatial imagery – where and in what configurations are things/spaces located and how are they spatially manipulable (I suck at this). What this essentially means for 21 pornographies, which deployed the descriptive narrative technique in the absence of any decorations and virtually any other tools than the stage and Ingvartsen’s naked body itself, is that..we all attended a slightly different performance. The walls in my corridor were of a bleak pink shade and the plants which stood by the doors had long almost neon green shiny leaves. I have no access to the spontaneously generated mental imagery the piece created in your mind. And I love this fact alone. I have never attended a similar performance, and I was pleasantly surprised by both efficacy of this method and the unique solipsistic feel it created.

The first part of the narrative, which takes part in the grandiose mansion, transports us to a decadent and perverse excrement feast. Building on Marquis de Sade and specifically Pasolini’s ‘Salo’, Ingvartsen takes the role of one of the characters, then the other one.. of the story that she is simultaneously telling. One minute she is the highly-treasured elite prostitute specialising in perversions, the other, she is an innocent girl crawling on her knees to eat fresh excrement served to her by one of the generals attending the feast. Shifting between the 1st and 3rd person perspective and changing characters and stories, gave a whole new layer of experience. A story in which the character tells another story and the performer is both the commenting narrator and the characters described  made the boundary between pornography and parody  very vague and that in and of itself helped to illuminate the inherent duality of relating to sexual narratives.
While the vividness of the descriptive opening narrative was merely, albeit powerfully, inviting, what follows later does not have such a voluntary aspect. Naked performer sits next to spectators and on a few occasions turns them into the characters of the story.

The narrative took us through a number of unrelated sexual (and not only) contexts, it felt almost as a journey through the history of desire/pornography. We have visited a pornography film set with the actress smudging herself in fountains of chocolate. The ingenuity of the scene was comic at times and made the audience burst into laughter from the contrived movements. We have watched a previously unknown to me phenomenon –  the hippy movement inspired naked ballet TV shows of 70’s Denmark, where the sexuality was celebrated with the wild unrestrained truly joyful dancing. However, the liberating dancing was not separate from the exhibitionist and decadent aspects of sexuality, and to me it seems to reflect the nature of  sexual pleasure rather well, since sexuality seems to encompasses both the subject-object dynamics and exhilarating pleasure coming from sensual and interpersonal aspects of sexuality.

We have also visited a cruel military movie set with soldiers pissing on dead bodies (at which point performer herself urinates on the stage). This is where one might ask: what is Ingvartsen really getting at, what does this have to do with sex or pornography? It is perhaps not surprising that even the ontological exploration of pornography cannot be entirely separated from the notion of power and societal structures. Pornography, by definition exists in the intersection of private and public spheres. It is a product and thus it feeds consumerism and contributes to building of the power structures. And does so in a rather blunt way, which also helps to expose the hypocritical human nature. After all, pornography we consume is degrading not someone else, but us. The soldiers urinating on the dead bodies are themselves flesh and blood, which one day will be cold. But at the moment of desire or feeling of superiority, where is this reflection then? The Russian revolution took the critical turn when the Tsar’s army itself turned against him after the order to disrespectfully dispose of fellow dead soldiers. The realisation that this could be them the next battle, did the trick. But where sexuality is concerned it seems that we like to objectify and to consume the objectification products, yet we feel uncomfortable with being objectified. Furthermore, it seems that hierarchical power exacerbates this effect. Sexuality aside, the infamous Stanford prisoner experiment illustrates this effect beautifully: even the randomly distributed roles (prisoner vs. prison guard) in (somewhat) experimental settings are appropriated to their fullest with violence and humiliation running wild. Thus the broader construct of pornography that Ingvartsen seems to be offering encompasses the greed for power and desire to be at the top of the consumerist hierarchy.

However, I was pleasantly surprised that this conception did not overshadow the whole performance with a moral tale, and overall it felt like a sincere inquiry into  pornographic manifestations, rather than having a didactic statement as its’  first premise (which I feel was the case with  to come (extended)). The curiosity even tackled necrophiliac desire in one of the final stories, after which we were back in the mansion where the journey begun. The character was now invited to enter the room of the corridor, which promised to showcase the most extravagant passion of all. To enter the room the character had to change into imaginary military uniform and the final scene began. I am short of words for describing the spectacle I observed.  Hinting at sound and light torture, the mechanistic sounds varying in frequency started bursting from the speakers while Ingvartsen started ‘scanning’ her body with a long bright lamp-bar. The light in the stage started coming on and off and Ingvartsen now had a leather bag on her head and was spinning while standing in one spot and raising the light bar up and down. Together with the play of stage lights this created a fascinating stop motion effect whereby one could think that at some moments the body was upside down, the legs and arms were hard to make out. The spinning went on for a few minutes, and being so hypnotising it induced some unfamiliar altered state.  Although the most fascinating part of performance, I am actually incapable of describing it at all, as I have never seen anything similar, but whatever it was I had a visit from an old friend catharsis.  It was one of the most visually haunting spectacles I have seen in performance art, a true extravaganza, and this is the first time I feel it’s appropriate to use this word.  

After performance in the foje I heard someone speaking saying the end was somewhat horrifying . And this just made me smile thinking of Banksy’s words ‘art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable’. Beautifully done. What a journey, a one man band, with almost no other materials than a naked body and a cleverly used narrative. This journey surely didn’t leave anyone unstirred.

To expect that performance will offer answers would be naive and for the director to claim to offer answers would be arrogant. Thus the best that I feel appropriate to expect of a performance is to raise new questions, illuminate old ones in a new light, to admire the skill and creativity involved and at very best to experience catharsis. And I am sorry for my objectified pornographic notion of performance art here, but 21 pornographies ticked all these boxes.  

Thus I applaud once more to this brave and sincerely curious, and so sincerely naked choreographer, director and performer (and my inner sceptic blushes). Thank you!

Tribal techno chaos served by Ancient Methods

Tribal techno chaos served by Ancient Methods

I refrain from Oslo’s nightlife as much as I can these days…and I do so completely effortlessly. Perhaps I am also getting old and it just takes a wee bit more than what Oslo has to offer for me to leave into a cold night and stand in the queue and listen to the lame chat of Oslovians. And maybe we really are the Netflix generation..hold on, or am I too old to fit into that group too?

 

I especially refrain from the all too familiar clubs like Villa, since Oslo’s underground seems to be picking up and places like Elefant, which have a tiny tiiiiny bit of bluntness and roughness (generally not to be found in Oslo) make me feel more at home. Anyways, Darkrooms (monthly Villa’s night hosting DJs with a taste for darker sounds) was calling again. Seriously, what a booking! The VOID team, who is behind Darkrooms bookings are doing a great job..and although I would lie if I said I was not partial when it comes to choosing between techno and mellow house tunes..Darkrooms team really should be proud. To drop a few names, we have seen Rebekah, Matrixxman and freakin Function paying a visit to Oslo’s very own Darkrooms in the Villa’s basement.

 

Last time when heading to Darkrooms (Matrixxman), my body was in the most sluggish state I can remember. This time, I was on the other end of the spectrum and it’s all because of…green tea. Now I get this sounds like a story I would tell my parents if I came home high on speed and covered in vomit. But tea is the true story. I have avoided any type of stimulants including alcohol, coffee and tea for a week (save that liver). But since I knew this will be long night, I gave into temptation for a cuppa..and here I was – talking three times faster than usual and sweating my shirt through. I am so excited..oh no, hold on, I think I’m anxious..I am thinking too fast to decide.

 

By the time I finished work  Ancient Methods was starting his show, and it took some persuasion to get my friend to jump into her shoes and come out into an uninvitingly cold night. On the way it became clear  that the main reason she came out was because of the need to share the burden of decision about..what sink to get for her bathroom, because the architect is making the black floor and the white sink is just too obvious and wrong..Feeling utterly spaced out and getting more and more spaced out from disbelief that tea can do this to me (I am feeling liiiight),I tell her to stop the sink chat cos it’s not a party vibe. Then I offered her a slice of orange which I pulled out of my coat pocket. We need to get better at this party vibe thing.  

There was almost no queue, which is not unexpected as the heavy techno scene is not the strongest here in Oslo and  Ame was behind decks in Jæger. There was no time for hesitation: jackets dropped, beer acquired and we dived into the crowd. It was meaty (not the crowd). Meat grinder. This word would not leave my head. I was now smiling like an idiot thinking about meat grinders. But the soundscape was changing too quickly and my feet were moving too fast to hold onto the chain of thought for long.

 

Lately, I have been preoccupied with contemplating my preoccupation with regretting. I suffer from chronic regretting. Moment by moment.  Most of all I regret the time spent regretting. Regret is an evil seed. And I could not help, but think how Ancient Methods is not giving us any time for regrets. It’s assertive, intense and chaotic. Of course no one was expecting melancholic vibes from Ancient Methods, we all knew we were coming in for a harsh and frustration-releasing stomping. And regretting while stomping is a rather awkward combo. But what I haven’t really thought about before was that such  abundance of novel sounds, can also make you feel really present, because your ears are always catching something new and this auditory information is then processed..and there being this much to process means you’re always actively engaged. The nature of experience is rather different than in the presence of hypnotic ambient soundscapes which kind of rock you into trance-like state.

 

There aren’t even words to describe what my ears got exposed to. I was not sure if I was in a metal/rock concert or a techno party. Although the influences from the rocky side of musical world shines through in almost all releases and DJ sets of Ancient Methods, tonight it was especially explicit. His recent podcast for  Berlin Community Radio  is stripped of all the 4tothefloor quality and provides a more intimate peek into the mind of the man behind Friday’s meat grinder. The overall sound of the set most resembled Built on Scars from Metaphysik (2016), but with a lot of new wave undertones, and occasional post-punk vocals. These unexpectedly brought in vocals (although the notion of expectancy is in general not very applicable where Ancient Methods is involved ) were the most melodic elements of the set. Even though they were not particularly melodic. But the aesthetic created by the contrast between the fierce techno/metal on the one hand and the indistinct post-punky vocals did deliver a sweet dystopian aesthetic which left me with a big smile almost every time.


It was hard to catch the eyes of the man himself. His piercing gaze was always focussed on the decs. Unlike some DJs Ancient Methods was not concerned at all to peek at the crowd. The crowd was non-existent to him (although he did accept applauds in the end with a big yet humble smile). And then I realised how many levels there are in the soundscape. The capacity of short-term memory of Ancient Methods  is rather impressive. But this is so much different music that one (one me high on green tea, and high I was telling some queer people how beautiful they are and offering my beer to strangers and gloooooowing with calm confidence) wonders if he was really sure of what the outcome of all the layers will sound like before he put them all together. I am in no way doubting the geniosity of Ancient Methods, it is simply impossible for a regular mortal like me to conceive of how can one brain have control over so many sounds at once. Having such a musical library in his head and quite a busy DJ schedule, I presume Ancient Methods also has to make it interesting for himself. Which I do appreciate, because unlike some other DJs Ancient Methods is not consistently playing the same polished set again and again.

 

There did not seem to be any detectable system in terms of the way/when these sounds would enter the mix. It felt much more like a stream of consciousness rather than a carefully planned journey. More chaotic and raw, and the crowd was almost hysterical from the joy of being able to receive this disorganised stream of musical thought. For a while I even forgot my dislike for Oslo, it suddenly seemed plausible that these are actual people with chaotic and conflicting thoughts, who do experience frustration and perhaps other darker emotions. Maybe I am not in a scandinavian Truman show, after all. There almost was a tribal vibe, with possessed people dancing of their trauma with hysterical grins on their faces.  
This night reminded me of the power techno has to soothe me..or rather empower me.Any tea-induced anxiety I felt melted in the sweaty crowd and merged with the aggressive and chaotic sounds. My anxiety was in a perfect place to get externalised. The truth is, just some 5 years ago techno to me just meant horrible industrial noise deprived of any meaning and anything humane. Bleak and cold and synonymous with feeling frightened. But having ventured into clubs in Glasgow (although the love story started with grime), one night I realised I tamed the techno sounds. What occured to me, was that I had previously conceived those industrial machines as something coming to get me. But something changed that one night some years ago and these  mechanic threatening sounds became empowering because I started seeing (feeling them rather, quite viscerally) as me fighting my inner demons. I was those machines. Or rather, I tamed the machines into being my army.

I bow to Ancient Methods for this sweet reminder.

 

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Autumn possession by Matrixxman

Autumn possession by Matrixxman

Hello, hello dear…me.  Having disappeared after writing one post I do not suspect I built a massive fan base. Been busy..wandering wandering in a hopeless night as Jim would put it and producing this torture known as Master Thesis. I have demonstrated that variation in tempo modulates the diameter of the eye’s pupil to a somewhat greater extent for electronic dance music than for classical music and things along this line. I also seem to have convinced the markers that this is a scientifically informative finding. And here I am..utterly uninformed as to what direction in life should I take now and so wandering wandering in a hopeless night. But as it happens, my wanderings sometimes bring me to club nights, theatre or other cultural or hedonic gatherings which I shall mutter about. Primarily because the urge to write words remains and the thesis is over and because this temporarily gives me a fake sense of purpose in life.

 

The last wandering in the night took place on Friday and did eventually  lead to Villa’s basement. Matrixxman (US) paid a visit to Villa’s monthly Darkrooms night.  Regardless of going on about this night for almost a month..I have never ever went into a club feeling more sluggish and unwilling to move and consume anything which was not hot chocolate. My body has been refusing to party for a few weeks now.  Did I get old? Or do I just need a detox (I can then wear sports clothing and further assimilate with Norwegian happy healthy culture). My company for the night were also very tired and enthusiasm was not to be seen. Climate change discussion on the way. Ice cold rain in the face. On top of the wet feet, climate discussions and energy levels of snails I also had a very upset stomach which made it very hard to move and kept me thinking how much I do not feel like having diarrhea in Villa’s toilets as it would have to be done with one of the bouncers peeking and listening to my every fart..in case one of them is suspicious. Either way…regardless of us being such a dream team that night, techno was calling. I asked my friends to come out with me to this night almost a month ago..so could not pull out.  After all, great techno bookings in Oslo do not happen every weekend, I knew that I was in for a treat, likely the best Oslo’s techno night of the year (although we had my absolute legend DVS1 in Jaeger this summer whom I totally enjoyed..and Oscar Mulero whom I missed as my summers are mostly not spent In Oslo). As for someone spending so much time complaining Oslo lacks techno..I have to go.
And here I am back in the Villa, although ambience-wise in summer I prefer  Jæger which has a back garden, I do like my basements and the darkness and cold  is back. We arrived around 00:30, no queue (why is one of the bouncers so crazy tanned that his orangness shines even in the night? I kinda got hypnotised staring at him for a while until his angry gaze caught my eye. And needless to say – orange and angry is a splendid look ). I’m freezing and wet, so go down with my  warm autumn gear, but  only took a few minutes until, although still feeling sluggish, I knew that there is no place for jackets and scarfs tonight and I went to say hi to the funky cloakroom lady.  I have not been in such a small club for a few months now, as I mostly spent my summer in Paris. But I have to say that there is something homely about a small club with low ceiling..Also, such a low ceiling really makes the funktion 1 stand out..and we all know how a careful stare into this man-made creature can be rather hypnotising.

 

The funktion 1 system was pumping pretty sick beats of  Jokke , who was warming up. Matrixxman appearing in the background occasionally and looking a bit astonished at the very intense and eclectic ( which norwegians seem to especially have a taste for) musical selection. I never really came early enough before or never took my time to properly hear Jokke, although at the front of Oslo’s The Void which has my lithuanian Oslo-residing techno legend Pagalve in his team as well. At first I thought it was a bit much for me..very acidy and over the top. But the darkness it carried mixed with some new wave sounds and some tacky vocals did deliver. And I have to say I never thought cheesy vocals could  work so well. Very aggressive industrial techno and then the unexpected ‘work it baby’ (or something along the baby lines anyway) clipped from some heavyly tacky pop piece , which sounded so refreshing. This made the rather composed Oslo crowd burst into enthusiasm about the sickness of this soundscape. Importantly, it was clear that Jokke knew what he was doing. This might come across as somewhat condescending coming  from someone who has never even had her hands on mixing, but the mixing part of the sets by Oslovian  (yup)  DJs is usually pretty poor..and I am aware that this is pretty much the same as saying that the DJs here are pretty poor. But not being norwegian and not possessing intense fear of saying something contrary, I stand by that: most DJs in Oslo are not very good. They take some cool sounds..but the whole picture they build with them..is rather patchy, shall I say. This was not the case with Jokke who really had a vision, we were taking a journey with him and he knew where he was taking us (same I feel is true of O/E, whom I missed that night).

 

I was slightly worried how will Matrixxman sound after this grandiose and rapidly changing sound of Jokke.  I’ve listened to Matrixxman’s Dekmantel set from 2016 a few times. This is my main and freshest mental reference to Matrixxman and that is what guided my expectations.  And we are talking techno stripped of all the sexyness and groovyness..down to the bone. Me and a friend exchanged scepticism (regardless of the loudness..the real reason to get earplugs for clubbing is cos we are stupid enough to try and shout words right into each others’ ears while on the dancefloor) about such a set up: the grandiose eclectic sickness of  Jokke to be followed by composed and almost sterile and precise sounds of Matrixxman? Who thought that was a good idea? One could see the man of Matrixx was aware of this concern and I would dare say he seemed somewhat nervous. Especially since the crowd expressed their gratitude for what  Jokke put on the table quite enthusiastically.  

 

But to my surprise Matrixxman kept up with the madness very well. It maybe took two tracks for the audience to slightly readjust to reduction in the quantity of different  sounds per time unit..but the raw metalic soundscape was solid and rhythmic even though slightly slower than the preceding chaos. The pace has also picked up in the next few minutes and the crowd was in full motion again. The set was full of  those  dissonant quintessentially Berlin techno sounds which make me smile like an idiot almost every time (and it goes without saying I then have a pleasure of opening my eyes and seeing a bouncer staring at me and contemplating about the source of my smile ..or maybe he just wants to see if have whitened my teeth enough to have integrated into norwegian culture? ).

 

Over the next ten minutes, it sounds like we are twitching and stomping at almost 140 BPM (and the difficulty using my legs walking home afterwards seems to second this guess). Interestingly, there seems to be a rising trend towards the fast techno. I am rather surprised about this, and when I saw Ø (phase) in Parisian NUITS FAUVES a few weeks ago,  he also played faster than usual.  I thought that this was maybe the case because of specific preferences of Nuits Fauves audience or in particular the RAW TECHNO thursdays where he was playing. This seemed like a reasonable speculation since the NUITS FAUVES itself also seems like it’s trying hard to look dirty and intense (although not very successfully with 5 random people squeezing themselves into a small cage and persisting to stay there although everyone in this cage looks unhappy). But since then I have came accross DJs sharing their experiences of many clubs asking them to play faster sets..so this phenomenon seems rather widespread.  Either way, I did not enjoy the uptempo performance of Ø (phase) a few weeks ago and decided that I might just have very strict BPM boundaries. Matrixxman showed me I can dig the very fast tempo  after all!

 

This was my most sober night in my clubbing history..one beer over a whole evening (they did not have hot chocolate) and liters of water. One cigarette break. And a couple of toilet breaks to flush the liters of water down (a bouncer now asked me if I can help him to look if there are two people in one of the cubicals and he seemed slightly surprised when I said that of course I will not help him, because doing so is invasive). The mixing was too beautiful to leave the dancefloor for smokes or getting beers and it almost felt  that although expressing their joy the dancers also felt almost scared to not hear the full beauty of the new sounds coming in if they made too much noise. Is this really a Depeche Mode tune coming in? It sure was and it worked like no other time I heard Depeche in a techno mix..and this is one of the fastest sets I’ve witnessed (it must be magic). It felt like the music was so good and the tempo was so fast that it was almost no possibility to applause or even scream.

 

We just kept on stomping ..stomping and smiling. I looked around and saw my arms swaying in the air in all sorts of crazy ways, my fingers dancing as well..my feet I could not see through the crowd, but I realised I do not feel my legs..it’s like they were moving on their own  (bless AIR MAX). As if my body is shaking and swaying without my will and I am watching it from outside of my body. Needless to say the wet feet, tiredness and stomach problems could not find space in my head anymore. Not even that, but it felt like I was part of some sort of religious ritual or that we were being possessed. After all the famous Dancing Mania phenomenon of the middle ages remains unclear. Will we not be able to stop? Will we die of exhaustion while dancing?! I just started thinking that I think I am ok with that ( a much more memorable and honourable way to go than dying say by being hit by a trikk) …and then the music started slowing down and I remembered … I’m in Oslo. We are not allowed to die from dancing here, we must be decent citizens and die climbing mountains or snowboarding or being very very old and very very tired of life, which might have been much less boring if we were allowed to dance all night.

Steve Bug and his intriguing and yet unsatisfying cheese platter

Steve Bug and his intriguing and yet unsatisfying cheese platter

Last night around this time I was slowly walking home from the night at Oslo’s very own Jaeger, which had Steve Bug headlining that night. The nights got warmer, and it was still. I was walking alone, because determined to hear the end of the set I stayed while my company for that evening chose to continue the party in a more koselig (a norwegian, heavily overused, word meaning ‘cozy’) way, namely on the sofa. My legs were barely working after a hefty weekend working my arse off and the last energy I had was gone after paying a visit to Jaeger. Yet I was smiling to myself..until catching a glimpse of a dodgy, potentially homeless, passer-by who smiled back at me in a very very creepy way. Yet, encounter was quickly forgotten and the smile was back on my face and my head was nodding with the high-hats I still heard in my head.

Thank fuck it was Sunday. Firstly, it meant the weekend was over, and weekends are weekdays for us working in bars and restaurants. Secondly, my walk home was mostly uninterrupted by drunken nordmen and, most importantly, the crowd in the club had a slightly smaller proportion of ‘what-the-fuck-is-this-place-but-I’m-fucked-so-fuck-it-oh-hello-I’d-fuck-you’ type of folk. Jaeger being located centrally is both a blessing and a curse. Lovely to have it within a walking distance for the likes of hipsters like me who stay in Grunerlokka, but the sheer amount of ‘what-the-fuck-is-this-place-but-I’m-fucked-so-fuck-it-oh-hello-I’d-fuck-you’ types on Friday and Saturday nights  here can be a bit overwhelming. It sometimes strikes me that Jaeger would benefit so much from someone who would be more of a gate-keeper, ensuring that the folk getting in are the ones who will create a great vibe, but then I realise that in Oslo this would mean that there would be a lot of space on the dance floor.Which, I have to say, I would not mind, but in the end it’s a business..which does not have a big enough audience here to afford elitism.

Having entered the beer garden (where one gets before being able to reach the basement), I already encountered a few familiar faces, most of whom themselves take turns behind the decks, or some are simply dedicated ravers. Such a crowd is always a good sign. The Moroccan wizard from ‘Housmania’ was also here, he is wise and looks like a Shaman and this information in my head has been integrated into labeling him a wizard. The chat was good but I did not let it keep me away from the goodness which I heard pumping from the downstairs, since it was already past midnight.

The tiny room in which one is surrounded by Function-One was almost empty, a warm up act was still on. And it seemed that most people were in the just-opened-for-the-warm-season back garden. But I was instantly floating, not a second of hesitation, the music was so my cup of tea. Minimal to the bone, floaty and spaced out, but not in a sci-fi sort of way. The little sounds at times made the space sound like a swamp filled with thousands of critters, it was alive. I think I didn’t open my eyes for another 10 minutes and when I did a few more people were already starting to take a ride with this hypnotic minimal goodness. During a ciggie break I found out that the man behind the decks is called ‘Solaris’. Hitting a sweet spot again and again. Floating and then taking us very dark places where the kick drum was so hollow that one felt like hundreds of meters underground. This sort of kick drum is often used as a gimmick because of its appeal of sounding so raw and dirty. But in this set it really felt like it was not just thrown in for the sake of it, which I often find to be the case.  Solaris, to you I bow.

 

I could feel it got slightly warmer and an occasional bumping into someone’s elbow reminded me to open my eyes again to take a looksy at the crowd. More folk were not only standing in the corners holding their Carlsbergs, a mixture of movements by fellow dancers made me smile again. Everything from acid-head dancing to reserved head nodding  but everyone seemed to be ‘there’, wherever it was that the soundscape was taking them. And of course, the front near the DJ booth was filled with show offs trying to draw attention with their (lack of) dress and fake coolness, facing away from the DJ. But this is nothing new. All clubbing environments have a share of these folk.  A couple of weeks ago when Dettmann was behind the decks a bunch of idiots were taking drunken selfies right in front of the booth. But my observation is that usually towards the end of the night the show offs in the front are replaced by the folk who seem to actually be there for the music. One can only wonder where the flamboyant attention seekers go, perhaps they get tired, or find their prey who will buy them drinks for the night.

What was slightly less usual is that the tunes, it seemed to me, did not improve as the night went on. Here was Steve Bug and even if I still had my eyes closed I would have known it. The soundscape suddenly got much more cheesy. That was what I expected of Bug, but I had to see where his set takes me for myself. And I would not say any revelations came upon me. Described as the taste-maker by Resident Advisor, Bug surely delivers an eclectic selection of music, but more with the emphasis on funky beats and cheesy vocals. I am a fan of self-irony and trashy sounding tunes if they have their place. However with Bug I got the impression that eclectic might have been taken too far..to the abundance of cheesiness. The man himself was loving it..singing along to the 90’s disco sounding tunes..and the crowed seemed to love it too. However, the sort of crowd that seemed to have got more excited in a way was also speaking for itself. It is as if the depth and all those meters underground suddenly disappeared. We were..how to say right on the surface, it felt.

This was where my company for this night left saying that people seem to be getting really drunk. The harmonious swamp was dispelled and drunkenness and cheese took over. Don’t get me wrong, some really interesting sounds and ways of making it somewhat work have been on the plate, but still too much cheese on that plate for my liking. And what is most important – it never seem to have arrived at some unified impression of what was meant to be on offer. What I find interesting though is the role of self-irony and deliberate trashyness embraced (or so I think) by Bug. The trashy over the top vocals can have their place, but it always seems to me that whether they do depends on the audience and how it resonates to them. Was there any self reflecting happening or was the audience too drunk and embracing cheese for the sake of cheese? Like that point in the night when you’re so wasted that eating bread and dipping it in anything runnier than bread seems like paradise.

I am not saying everyone must part-take in gastronomy, I also really enjoyed my banal toastie when my tired legs brought me home. And maybe my legs were also getting increasingly tired to embrace the music but I feel that Steve Bug did not deliver the truly eclectic cheese antipasto I was promised.

 

But I cannot emphasize enough how much I wish I made it earlier to see the previously unknown to me Solaris. The man is not that easy to find on the webs and on Soundcloud you can get a glimpse at the therapeutic swan he runs with his fellows under the name ‘Det Gode Selskab’. I believe it was these guys who booked Steve Bug, but in my eyes they have outdone him. Because of the that sweet hour or so  of beats which are still echoing in my head I have enough energy to start a new week of working my arse off. Vi ses Solaris.

 

Through the lense of an overthinking raver

 

Hello bloggers or other procrastinators bothering to actually digest full sentences and even paragraphs in this age when ‘headline scrolling’ seems to have replaced reading.

I expect my rambles here will mostly consist of neuroscience and philosophy laden reflections on culture (especially electronic music culture) and society.  I have an academic background in Philosophy and Psychology and am currently studying Cognitive Neuroscience. I am generally someone who manages to overthink even my morning bowl of cereal, or as one of the Erich Maria Remarque’s characters in the ‘Black Obelisk’ said: ‘I can barely have a slash without having an opinion’. I find liberation from my overthinking in visceral activities such as dancing. Hence the ‘small neural assemblies’ which in a way is a neural signature of a trance-like mode – the opposite of overthinking. I speculate that this mode in me is best induced by electronic, mostly techno or IDM music.

Regardless of my tendency to always write ‘diaries’ (more like self reflections wrapped in metaphors) I never understood the appeal of writing a blog. I suppose my worry is that writing a blog by its very nature is a somewhat exhibitionist act. It seems it carries a fair bit of arrogance to think that one has something important to communicate to the rest of the world, that one is worthy of attention. Then again, one might ask if meaningfulness of a social media post is measured by the number of viewers? In order to be popular the best bet is to post semi-naked selfies and pictures of one’s meals. Given I do not practice selfies or foodies (?) and I am not here to sell you some cool fashionista lifestyle image that I expect you to aspire to, and this is what seems to resonate with most folk, the size of my ‘audience’ is almost irrelevant.

Last week while taking a cigarette break from dancing in the basement of a club I had a great conversation with a super nerdy guy about the history of conventions of music listening and how that altered experiencing music.  The chances I would meet this guy were thin, but I am so happy we had this conversation. I thus thought a blog could be a platform for such dialogues. If I say something which resonates with at least one person who would not have heard my rambles otherwise, I will be glad. I am not here to preach (well maybe a little bit), rather I hope to have a discussion and grow as a person myself by the commentary which will make me reflect upon my reflections. Let’s grow together.

 

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